Deep in the soil of the forgotten

Deep in the soil of the forgotten (with Carla)

I've buried you deep


Deep in the soil of the forgotten


I'd rather not think of the bad memories


I'd rather not dwell on something I one day called "Love"


I'd rather keep you buried


Beneath flourishing hope that one day there's more to life then dishonesty


Beautiful flowers will one day prove you wrong


Their beauty will steal your spotlight


Because all you're worth is lower than dirt.


So I've buried you deep


Deep in the soil of the forgotten


Because you're not even worth a simple memory.



Pain cascades down my face disguised as tears

Your memories bead up and trickle down my memory

Deep in the soil of the forgotten you have been laid to rest

All of the empty promises are in this hollowed heart

Emptied out from the “love” you gave to me

Or was that the heartache you placed on me

You’re not worth a flash back

In reality you are a terrible case of déjà vu

While I battle and fight back a desire to feel bad for you

I’ve buried you deep in a 6 by 6 that houses your 5 foot frame

Custom made with the shattered pieces of my essence

You did this to me and I’ve let your rancid memories go

Pain cascades down my face disguised as tears

I placed you deep in the soil of the forgotten

Forgotten as I pack the dirt of your memories around your grave

Because you’re not worth remembering



An Akili Carter original"

Wishes and airplanes and stuff (in honor of Belkin)

I know you could really use a wish right now


There are only so many ways to write that you a worried about someone

So I’m taking the opportunity to make a wish on a four leaf clover for you

I wish that you weren’t sick because it sits on my psyche

Knowing that you need a wish right now

I wish that the doctors could have a magical cure for you

That you could take and all of your ailments would be gone

Then I wish the doc had a magic wand to bop you over the head with

That would make all of your other concerns float away

I don’t know why they want airplanes in the night sky to be shooting stars

But I’d like for the sky to be full of first stars

So you could make a wish and feel a million times better

I know you’d wish to be put on an airplane going to some place nice and quiet

Then I’d give you a magic genie so that you could make three wishes

And we could go back in time and have you make the right choice

Choose to walk away from the needle and embrace something else

All of the tears in your heart and head would be evaporated

Those people would never have hurt you and would show you the love you need

I really need a wish right now, and that wish would be to help you

"Brought to you by Akili's Pen"

Nice guys finish last?

heres a response to an article i read about "nice guys"

Being that I’ve been told several times that I’m the “nice guy”


I figured I’d give my two cents

“Nice guys” finish last in many cases

However, in many cases they don’t

Sure, I take care of my girl and treat her like a princess

But, I’m far from a pushover and hardly a door mat

Many people that felt that way about me

Learned the hard-ly easy way that in fact, I’m not so nice

I’m like a lot of “nice guys”

I fall somewhere in the middle

Somewhere between, the “dick head” guys that girls are drawn to

And the uber nice and sweet guy that girls are scared off buy

But I do have a question?

In what world is being “nice” a terrible character flaw

I happen to value my girlfriend and the time I spend with her

Because, why wouldn’t I want to spend time with my girlfriend

But, in reality who do these girls end up marrying anyway?

The “nice guy” from what I’ve seen

This is by no means an attack on guys that girls consider “dick heads”

This also isn’t a commentary on how guys should act

I treat my daughter, my mother, and girlfriend as they should be treated

I have another question?

Do these same people that fault the “nice guy” want their daughters or sisters or mothers

Going out with the “dick head” guys

No! exactly!

So I pose this to you, maybe being the “nice guy” makes you finish last

But atleast you finish feeling better about how you treat other people

You finish feeling better about yourself

You know that you don’t send the women in your life home crying

But maybe that’s the “nice guy” in me

Walking around picking up the pieces of the other guys

That these women just broke up with

Making these women feel valued again

Treated like a queen and giving them the attention

They know they want

But pretend that they don’t like



"An Akili Carter original"

when your hurt turns cold

When your hurt turns cold




When your hurt turns cold

You feel your heart become chilled

The blood slows to a slug like crawl and you feel no palpitations

It crawls from your soul

Up your throat and you vomit it out

For all to see and hear

All you can hear is the hurt coming out in my words

The hurt comes out and will give your essence frost bite

Your ears might crumble off the side of your head

When my hurt turns cold

So, when your hurt turns cold

What are you going to do

But freeze up from the inside out

And cry

"An Akili Carter original"